strength=how well you hide the pain

May 26

I saw you and your family yesterday. It was probably more heart breaking for me then it was for you. Anyways I just wanted to let you know that I’m sorry and I miss you. I truly don’t know why I am sorry because I have no reason to be. But anyways, I miss you. I miss you more than I probably should have but I miss you more for the memories we had. That’s whats making it hard for me to move on because of all the good memories we had and you were my everything and seriously my home and now I feel homesick without you but you don’t care. And you’ll never know how i seriously felt about you or how I feel about you now because I never showed you and I’m too scared to tell you now but I wish I was brave enough to speak up and say it but I’m not. But anyways after seeing you I feel like I’m going through this break up all over again and it just really sucks and i wish I didn’t miss you and I wish I wanted nothing to do with you but I can’t help it, it’s just not that easy. But I still love you and I always will

12 months ago

May 23